remember how i said bad stuff happens when i finally seem to have something really good enter my life?
Articles of the Uniform Code of Military Justice
Article 81: Conspiracy
Article 134: Adultery
Yea, well basicly, see, I don’t know. Gosh. You know what I feel like? Like, well nothing can really explain it, i’m just either (1) really unlucky, (2) i make horrible decisions ( which i doubt ) or (3) i’m just not allowed to have a happy life… sigh..and you know what really stinks even more? i’m a crappy person. why? why does this always happen to me? why me? what did i do wrong? well, i ain’t going to cry about it or whine or anything, its just that, damn it, Jennifer i really like her. love. love? first the japan thing, now this, and i bet you, bam, soon enough, she’ll be gone. this always happens. well not really, but, i feel like this is going to happen. not being i don’t trust her or anything, but because i do trust her. i love her, and with this in mind, God is like, “wait, he loves her? oh, ok, now its my turn to twist up chris’s life and make it so that he can’t have what he desires…and…BAM!” and this happens. great right? just fucking great..well tommarow i find out more details. i have to go to her ( someone else, the adultry thing ) and talk her to giving in a statement that shows that she made a mistake and was trying to act on something she shouldn’t have…this is all due to anger. if you actully believe me, which i doubt, but i didn’t do crap…oh well, what can you do right? i mean, who’d believe a twenty year-old, imature, mexician male in a case like this? sigh…i don’t like this =[ i don’t like this at all…whats really funny is that this shit happen so long ago, and its being brought up now, now, now when i find her ( Jennifer )

luck?

no…fate. i’m doomed to live a horrible life

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