wow, i didn’t shower, eat, move, shave or anything for three days! this is quite amazing for me because i thought i never do this just for a girl. am i doing it just for a girl? well, i’ll tell you one thing. i’ve been sitting here for the past three days doing nothing but thinking, music, and looking at my phone every 10 secs to see if a call is coming in. i miss jennifer soo much it kills me. yea, just right now i got finished showering. felt good. i kinda let a tear out or two, don’t know why. oh yea, i remember. because i thought of how good jennifer’s scent was. i loved that..it drove me wild.. ::sigh:: gosh..i wish my phone would ring, just once…just so i know she still knows i’m alive. i also noticed i’m getting lazy..kinda flabby around the tummy area. hmm..i needa go to gym again..well, when i get home, i’mma cell-tech my body back up, so it don’t really matter to me…i can lose the extra lbs in no time…well, pray that i get a call, if not, fuck it, tommarow is another “sit around in the room” day..bi